| Zack :: I demand a retest. |
[Jan. 9th, 2006|03:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Fucking BUTTERFLY?! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stabbing Westward - Shame | ] |
BUTTERFLY - Your daemon may be a butterfly. It is
ironic that the butterfly traditionally
represents the psyche, yet it is one of the
least emotive physical forms that your daemon
can take. It is very hard to tell what a
butterfly is feeling, and perhaps that is why
you feel so comfortable with this form. You
have many, many friends and a beautiful soul,
but you don't like to reveal what your
innermost feelings are. You aren't afraid to be
yourself - you are vibrant and colourful. But
at the same time, you don't like to wear your
heart on your sleeve.
What Is Your Daemon?
brought to you by Quizilla
Zack :: This is obviously wrong.
Rae :: -YOU- answered the questions.
Vincent :: *points and laughs*
Zack :: -_-;;;; |
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| Fear Manda and My Awesomez Computer Fixing Skills! |
[Dec. 27th, 2005|01:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ECSTATIC!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Queen of the Damned - Body Crumbles | ] |
Manda and I spent an hour fixing my powerport!! It works better now than it has in months!! Like.. maybe even in a -year-!! FUCK YOU DELL! We did it with a little patience and a little gentle touch!! Pay Dell my -ass-. But ths doesn't mean my computer is all better. It isn't by far. It's usable. It isn't perfect. I still need a new one. It can just wait for a while. Wheee!! ^^ |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 17th, 2005|01:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | APARTMENTAPARTMENT | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rockman - Reflections ((OC Remix)) | ] |
I got Seph drunk. He was cute, but I truly like sober Sephiroth better. He was rowdy or anything, I just love the way he is so calm and collected. I didn't want to mention Vincent's headband laying on the ground beside the bed. I know Sephiroth didn't do anything, but it made my heart hurt a little. Vincent was in our apartment. Oh, did I forget to mention that? SEPHIROTH AND I HAVE AN APARTMENT TOGETHER!! AN -APARTMENT-. It's beautiful. He really did a wonderful job. I don't care if he had 50 male hookers in here before I stepped in. I love it. It makes me smile. It makes all those fantasies about us raising kids not so crazy. |
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| OOC :: Zack is a bad boy! |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|02:10 am] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Monday I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last Wednesday I committed genocide... Sorry about that, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lovely_vincent (-5000 points). In April I caught a purse-snatcher who stole silver_velvet's purse (30 points). Last Tuesday I put money in red_smexiii's expired parking meter (14 points). In June I gave turk_stars a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-4969 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
ebony_soldier |
Zack :: Note To Santa, Can the spanking be from Sephiroth?
Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Tuesday I helped crimson_loyalty across the street (6 points). Last week I gave shadowninjayufi a Dutch Oven (-10 points). In November I gave an_angel_cometh a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). In August I committed genocide... Sorry about that, golden_shinra (-5000 points). Last Saturday I put gum in lozspirit's hair (-12 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-4966 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!
Sincerely,
ebony_soldier |
Zack :: NO! I WANT A SPANKING!
Rae :: O.O;;;;;;;;;
Zack is a naughty, naughty boy. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 9th, 2005|12:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | NO MORE EXAMS! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Library Noises | ] |
I have something for Sephiroth. I.. don't know if I will give it to him. I am so afraid he will laugh at me and think I am an idiot. I... I spoke with Elena Waters. She is a Turk. She called Sephiroth my husband. I don't know if I would go that far. I... don't know what Sephiroth is thinking. I can't tell someone that he is my husband. I wanted to tell Elena that he was my fiancee, but.. the word wouldn't come out. I don't know.. I wish I did. I keep playing with Sephiroth's gift. It... makes me smile to think of him wearing it. I.. I wonder if he would. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|10:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Please... Anyone Listening... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Danzig - Mother ((xDD)) | ] |
I don't ever want to leave his side. He makes me want to be a better person. I want to be his everything. Do I have the strength to do that? Or will I just fail? I pray to anyone listening. Give me the strength to stay by his side forever. No... no.. give me the strength to keep that smile on his face. I don't care if the smile is for me. Please, anyone listening, keep that smile on his face. He deserves all I can give and more. |
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| What A Love I've Found |
[Nov. 26th, 2005|12:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  I Cannot Forget You | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Alive - POD | ] |
I don't know what to do. I'm caught in a vortex of loyalty and the need
to survive another day. My Sephiroth is gone and replaced by another
one. A darker one. It was all brought on by that man, Yazoo. I swear if
today isn't my last day and the gods grant me more time on this earth,
that man's blood will be on my hands. I ran away from my love like a
coward, a dog with his tail between his legs. All my pretty words were
just that. Pretty. Nothing more. I'm a coward and a fake. I do not
deserve his love in the slightest. I deserve this hurt shoulder and
more. I deserve to die at his hands. I could die at no other's. I just
wish that I could reverse time. Stay there and take what he was willing
to give me. So willing..
Aah... I try to move and I think I busted my ankle too. Great a
shoulder and an ankle out. At least the shoulder is useable. From this
throbbing, the ankle is twisted or worse. Just what I needed. I'm the
biggest idiot in the world. What am I going to do?
And that headache. The one brought on by Yazoo's flared touch on Seph's
temple. What was that all about? It still aches as if claws are trying
to find away into my skull. I've beaten it back but the burning claw
marks still reside there. I don't know. I can't ask Sephiroth.. no.. I
can't.
Come what may whether it be a Hojo-wannabe, the other Sephiroth, or my
own death, I will see my Sephiroth again and hold him in my arms. Well,
I guess that means I need to rise again and face my fates. Whether
death or life, they will surround YOU Sephiroth and no one else. |
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| Current thoughts - Zack fangirls |
[Nov. 11th, 2005|11:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  SEPHIROTH!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sugarcult "I'm Alright" | ] |
ZOMG. He's touching me. And... kissing me. And he smells good and he
tastes good. And and *___________* I can't help myself. I want more.
He's a drug. And.. oh my GOD. HE'S TOUCHING ME! It might be my ear but
HE IS TOUCHING MY FLESH! AND AND AND AND AND AND AND
*____________________________________* His lips. Oi.. I I..
intoxication... *sighs happily*
( OOC Randoms ) |
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| OOC: Theme Song |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Happy Go Lucky/Thinking French | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Library Noises | ] |
All right. I have been thinking of a theme song for Zack. Bleh. I have been thinking about ALL his information. >.> Anyways. I will update this one and this one alone about his stats. Once everything is figured out, I will make sure and edit and make it all here. >.>
( Rae ranting on and on about Zack-y goodness nonsense. Thing. Yea. ) |
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| OOC: Icon |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  LIBRARIANS! NON SEXY ONES! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Librarian Banter | ] |
This is going to be the userpic until I can get a better one. xDD;;;
-Rae |
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| Thoughts. |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|02:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Owwie T_T | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Misfits- Last Caress | ] |
Rude found me. Kinda amazing I think. I was delirious and near dead. Does God just like stringing me along? Letting me lay close to death, almost embracing then tearing it away from me. I'm not suicidal. Far from it. I just wish that God would make a decision. Let me live or let me die. Not this halfway mumbo jumbo. It's irritating. Rude told me to rest more. I think he's right. I just don't want to rest here. I want to go elsewhere. I want to find S- him. I don't quite know what will happen when I find him. So much has happened since I was thrown back into the lab. I don't know what to make of it. My body aches. Rude needs to save Reno and I was about to help. I even volunteered jumping up and asking for a weapon. I nearly passed out from the jumping. I am in no shape to fight. My muscles, though, seem to have a mind of their own. I don't know for sure. They seem to work.. better than before. It's like.. the only reason I feel tired is because my mind tells me I am. The only reason I feel weak is because my mind says "EY! You have been in a lab doing nothing for years! You're not ready to be running around!" Maybe I just have the "ready to get better" jitters. I don't know. I wish I did though. Hmph.
((OOC:
Rae: You don't want to be at Rude's because as soon as Reno gets back, it's gonna be smutsville and you're gonna be in the middle!
Zack: *whimper*)) |
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| My First Thoughts After The Destruction |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|04:16 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | HOJO! RUSTED! BASTARDS! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bone Thugs N Harmony- Crossroads | ] |
My body hurts. Wicked bad. Damn Hojo and his experiments. Why couldn't he leave me for dead? Ooh no. Take the Soldier First Class, already screwed from here to eternity then make him even MORE screwed. Thanks. I will make sure to send you a biiiiig basket of muffins. Laced with arsenic. And anthrax. And whatever else I can find that can make you hurt. Cause dammit I didn't need it to glow. The first enhancements, great. Stronger, better working.. fine. BUT WHEN YOU MAKE A MAN'S PENIS GLOW, YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR. I mean, talk about fixation. It makes me wonder what happened when I was sedated. Sick fuck. Screw muffins. You're getting straight arsenic up your ass. With a sharp pointy stick. Or.. maybe I can. Damn it Cloud! Where's my boomstick Buster Sword? It better not be rusted damn you. If it's rusted, I will.... *ahem* How did I get here, you may ask? I don't remember much. They had me heavily medicated while they experimented on me. I have vague memories of my eyes opening and seeing Hojo bitching at people, Hojo boasting about his "greatest achievement". Hojo Hojo HOJO! I broke free when I had pretended to be passed out on those meds they gave me. They un-tethered me from that horrible bed and that's when I hit them. A quick elbow to one nose and the fist into the other face. I was amazed at my speed though my muscles hadn't been used in forever. I stood and looked down at my naked self and realized the difference. I was more solidly built than before. My first words out of unused vocal cords, "Man I've been working out." Though my muscles looked strong, they were weak. Stupid scientists. Strength doesn't just come from the working of the muscles; it's also comes from the will. The next thing I remember is standing over dead bodies. Lots of them. Hojo stood in a corner, shaking. He looked bruised and beaten. I thanked whoever resided above me for letting me have fun with the man who was instrumental in my becoming a labrat. He was dead soon. I stood over his lifeless corpse debating what to do with it. He had caused me so much pain and he took so many years of my life. It was hard not to be bitter. I felt as if my once happy outlook was destroyed and turned into what is now in my head. A fuddled mess of memories and unknown. Why did he choose these enhancements? Why me even. Why did he make me so special, take such interest in my well being? I don't know, but I vowed to myself that day that I would find out everything there was about Hojo's little circus. For now, though. It's time to find my sword, my friends, and find out what I missed. |
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